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My Third Blog is Launched

2012-01-12T18:11:00.000+05:30

Raining Blog of a Trivandrum local

2011-08-03T01:07:00.012+05:30

www.blogofatrivandrumlocal.blogspot.com

is
ma
latest
blog.

I'm not sure whether they come under the category of blog posts.

I don't know whether it is just random ravings or something precise in it.

It is up to the readers to decide about my new venture.

Whatever, if you have the time and patience, try to read the above mentioned blog also.

An attempt to explore myself

2010-05-06T11:28:00.010+05:30

I am like a phoenix. I emerge from my ashes. Whatever the frequency, it doesn’t exhaust me. I love my inner narcist. The egotist inside me helps to overcome mild frustrations and slight depressions. I do have rare-experienced past; however, it is not a mysterious enigma. In fact, I am a very much transparent and frank person.

Rarely, I break open from my volcanic-silence and turn out to be furious.

To become more liberal, I have been learning how to modify the manner of my emotional dependency on others.

Carefree, blank minded, slaphappy, and harmlessly-cold-blooded.

An oscillating pendulum, still emotionally balanced.
Whatever areas I like passionately, I accept it as a positive mania.

A man, whose zodiac sign is Libra.

If uneasy phases of social-life force me to be a pretender I feel contempt towards such complexity and hypocrisy of society.

I support mutual-interested, sensuous, harmless love-making.

I like smoking and drinking. I do not support drug users.

I like chess, sudoku, solving rubix cube, kids, innocence, understandability, frankness, straightforwardness, speed-biking, drawing, writers, films, books, football, badminton, dancing-wild-steps-alone, singing-unmelodiously-alone.

I don’t like pets.

I like pistol, sword, and violin. I don’t have possessed any of them yet.

Rain takes away me to ecstasy. I love nature.

I hate superstitions. I don’t believe in god or ghost.

Unintentionally committed very small-mistakes in my life made me feel like a guilty-kid.

I won’t hurt anybody.

I wish to control my feelings to become more empathetic and more human.

I know the kid inside me.

I explore the man inside me.

I forget the past, ignore the future, and happily live the present to the most wide-cut through my own rules.

I have my own whims and fancies; however, I try to be sensible as usual.

A few words about a few of my frns :)

2010-04-22T10:46:00.010+05:30

I have only a few frns.

I am inconsistent in making frnships.

Before reading this post, plz rule out all your general predictions about frnships. Don’t be overwhelmed with seriousness or don’t be submissive to silly mentality is my basic policy while making frnships, but exceptions are there. Sometime, I turn out to be fully silly or fully serious about frnships. Start up of a frnship is always like taking someone for granted, but the continuation depends upon the sensibility of that relationship.

This description about frns is incomplete nd the post itself is incomplete since this is not about all of my frns. This is about a few frns.

Now have a glance at my fast track scribbling about a few of my frns.

Let me start from Anand. I had visited my frns homes very rarely. Anand is the very first person whom I visited the very first time in past. Politically diplomatic. Crowd puller. Anzi is a perfect IT professional. Beauty with brain. Anish bhi is always a superb online presence. NRI giant. Bijilal can always be a great buddy. You can take him for granted, this old college buddy of mine. Deepu is the person who was really very funny at Center for Science. His calls are enough nd more to laugh throughout a week. Gokulapalan is a fantastic social-minded person nd truly homely nd hardworking professional. Jaabi; this upcoming scientist criticizes me positively while I will be submissive always, for he says the truths. He recently visited my home with his wife nd criticized me in presence of my mom. “You too Brutus Jaabi?” But, I love him nd his criticism. Jaggu bhi’s frnship always proves that you can have good companions from internet communities. Jinjo nd I were seriously professional while inside company premises nd at working platform. Out in the road, we enjoyed dreadful amateur bike race competitions like two silly-teenagers. Lekshmy is intelligent, professional, nd a perfect home maker. Good observer of frns’ character also. Muhammed Rafi never gives up nd it defines him. Labba is wonderfully cool and funny so that his presence inside the office nd SMSs makes anybody relaxed. Nithz knows to drive geared-bikes, likes to eat snail fry, nd studies to become a doctor. When she is back from China on vacations she calls me nd I feel it like a summer rain. Fun to be with while chatting. “Hey Nithz, didn’t you visit panda park yet? May be you are obsessed to KFC. Right?” Nikki is truly cool, independent, frank, nd highly professional. Pavi is a neat Tamil gal born nd brought up in Bangalore. Now she is one of the close frns of mine. This is the only person to whom I occasionally try to talk in 3 different languages, [English, Tamil, nd Malayalam] if I have enough balance in mobile, I enjoy that rarely.

I have a few words to my malayalai frns “frns, Pavi is our guest. So if I like you all 9/10 then I like Pavi 10/10. Hope you do understand my attitude. [entha njan paranjath correct alle?]” Rana is a promising professional-stuff. After Anand nd Jaabi, it is Rana whom I visit occasionally. Rohi is then another frndly guy from internet nd it is interesting to see him as one of the celebrities of OM community. While chatting nd phoning I occasionally say a senti [sentimental] dialogue to Rohi is “You know, the first person who had interacted with me in an internet community is you Rohi, it is you”. He cracks some nice jokes while phoning. Sethu is like the Manikkutty of my very first post of this blog. Whether she calls or SMS, always she leaves a “hi” to my mom :) She even asks me “is Tick nd Muck fine”? [Tick nd Muck is the pet names of my dad nd mom which I use to call them personally :)]

A few words about Manikkuty. There is no such a kid called Manikkuty near my home. I had created Manikkuty influenced by some little-online-buddies nd kids I have met in my real life. You can read about my imaginary Manikkutty in the very first post of this blog. But, I like to believe that Manikkuty lives somewhere in this world in that unchanged 5-1/2-year-old :)

Shilu is kind, sincere, generous, sympathetic, empathetic, smart, brilliant, homely, modern, slim, nd a stunning gal. Satheesh Kumar is cool nd soft. He never gets nervous! Wonderful guy. Torry is my great college buddy. He is an angelic demon nd homely daredevil. She, who had given me occasional lift in her car, was Torry’s great frnd. I, Torry, nd she had spent some beautiful moments together while in college life. Unni, whose roots belong to Kerala who now lives in US is tall, slim, nd beautiful like an Italian model with occasionally straightened nd occasionally curly hair styles. Homely, modern, dancer, nd a great advisor of mine also. Do you know what is special about her? She is a “writer” too :) she says “dancing is dreaming with the feet”. True. She had suggested me some good English books.

I do have another close frnd. My chat frnd. She is an all-in-one of writing art. Very interesting person. Sometime, she suggests me good English nd Malayalam books. Since I am signed out of chat nowadays, I told “bubyyeee” to her also :)

There was a chat frnd who used to call me Big B :)
I don’t know why she used to call me like that.

There was a recent chat frnd nd she judges me like I was chatting like an “Uncle”

To my chat frns
“frns, later I will be back to chat to join you all”

Vijulal is a must-type frnd everyone should have. Manly nd flexibly fits to any situation. Words are not enough to explain about Viya. So you can have a look at her profile..hahaha...http://www.orkut.co.in/Main#FullProfile?rl=pcb&uid=3551901303765388002. Vijayettan rules Delhi. I still remember the day he called me the first time. Occasional SMSs from Vijayettan is precious for me.

I would like to write about the frndly moments I cherish on upcoming blog posts later.

This is only an introductory brief post about my frns. I have a lot to write about them, related incidents [old memories about Center for Science frns, frns’ visit to my home nd our trips to catch fish [sportfishing?], trips to beach, Al-Saj drive-in-restaurant at Kazhakuttam, unexpected open-fight at Kazhakuttam railway station with a guy from another college, toddy parlor at Kazhakuttam, occasional lifts given by my frnd in her car; ie Torry’s great frnd, nd her absence in internet nowadays, tour from Technopark, amateur bike race competition at Eranakulam] nd as well about some chat frns also. So, there will be a descriptive addendum later.

I feel frndly to : wannabes, my rubix cube, iPod, a few diaries of mine, some books, my mobile, my room, my bike, my antiglare filter specs which I had lost in the last new year in a bar at night [I had a large only] when I nd Jinjo were on the way back to home from Eranakulam in a bike, my rain coat, rain drops, chess board, my shiny-transparent specs which I use while riding, footballers, carom board, nature, art, artists, technology, frank people, sincere people, straightforward people, innocent people, intelligent people, kids, nd my dream of going back to an innocent kid again etc.

[to be continued]

Books! [Continuation]

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Ah! They make me think; they make me laugh; they change my mood; they make me refresh. I argue with them, I possess them, I ignore them, I accept them, I fire them, I compare them, I treasure them, I love them, I dominate them, I own them, nd I respect them.

They are the books!

I had spent only a few times with books; in other words, I am not a consistent reader. Yes. I am only a budding reader.

Buddy, suggest me some books naa????

Before presenting the books I have read; let me present the quotations of Christian Nestill Bovee, John Murray nd Shaiju [:D]

“It is our relation to circumstances that determines their influence over us. The same wind that carries one vessel into port may blow another off-shore”
-Christian Nestill Bovee

“A dose of poison can do its work only once, but a bad book can go on poisoning people’s minds for any length of time”
-John Murray

“Let the books be your frnds, but don’t be addicted to them”
_Shaiju

“Good books nd bad books are relative, but it doesn’t mean that you can misuse this quote”
_Shaiju

“Try to read the right book at the right place at the right time”
_Shaiju

I have even more self-prepared quotes and if you are interested to read them [athayath boradichu chaakanamengil] let me inform; I will mail you all :D

Okay, now have a look at the books I have read.

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Please go on

When I was a kid I used to read books like;
Balarama, Balamangalam, Poompata, Muthassy, Thathamma, Malarvaadi, Balabhoomy, Amarchithra kadhakal, Ambili ammavan etc. Even nowadays, I enjoy them if I get such books by chance :)

When I was in college.
Not often, but read; Computer Active, Fast Track, PC World nd IT related periodicals.

Whenever I had visited the reading room near my home;
Kerala Sabdham, Kalakaumudi, Hindu, Malayala Manorama, Indian Express nd almost all available dailies nd magazines. Most often read only the sports page of dailies.
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I bought some books from a second-hand shop in convent road Eranakulam nd from TimeOut in Oberon Mall Eranakulam.

They are,
One night @ the call center – by Chetan Bhagat, Five Point Someone – by Chetan Bhagat, Gap Creek- by Robert Morgan, For Better for Worse – by Carole Matthews, Honeymoon – by James Patterson & Howard Roughan, Great Expectations – by Charles Dickens, Strangers in the Night – by Ruskin Bond.
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I had used to pick up
books related with rationalism from the library near my home.

I liked to read books titled with the mixture of words like; Matham, Daivam, nd Sneham etc but, nowhere I could find out the clear-cut definition of religion, god, or love. Whatever I could understand was people perceive nd explain these things differently as per their perspective.

From the same library near my home I had picked up many books of many authors, but I cannot recall all of the titles now nd type down some of the books I remember ………
MTyude Lekhanangal – by MT Vasudevan Nair, T. Padhmanafante Thiranjedutha kadhakal, Marubhoomikal Undakaunnath- Anand, Ente Kadha – Madhavikkutty, Sherlack Homes Series- by Arther Konan Doyal, Azheekodinte Prafashanangal – by Sukumar Azhekodu, Series of Thriller Novels by James Hardly Chaze, Bhranthan Pookal – by Gracy, Kudumba Jeevitham – by Dr. P.M. Mathew Velloor, Perumthachan Screenplay by------, Enthu kondu Enthu kondu Enthu kondu from Sashthra Sahithya Parishath, Engane Engane Engane from Sashthra Sahithya Parishath and some other technology, science, funny puzzles, sports, nature, hypnotism, magic, psychology nd universe related books etc……I cant recall the complete titles I have read.

Then,

Jeensitta Penkuttiye Otaykk Kittiyal Enthu Cheyyanam – by Akbar Kakkattil, Mohajwala - 6 Yuva Kadhakarikalude Rachanakal- Samaharanavum Padanavum - by MK Sreekumar, Prakrithiyude Chayakkoottukal from Samsthana Balasahithya Institute by Abidha Yusef. [I read Prakrithiyude Chayakoottukal yester night :)]

Then,

Randamoozham –MT Vasudevan Nair, Aithihyamala – by Kottarathil Sanghunni, Manasaasthrathinu Oru Mukhavura-translated by ------, Cricket – by KL Mohana Varma, Apadha sanjarangal- by Nancy Friday-Translated by - Jayamohan Mangalath, Sex Pammante Novelukail (novalukaliloode)- Kamala Menon, Grecyude Sthreekal –Sthreekalekkurich Chila Kadhakal-by Gracy.

Once I bought this book - How to make anyone fall in love with you - by Leil Lowndes from the street near Kerala University. It was merely for reading purpose only :D, believe me. I don’t need the help of a book…hahahaha… I trust my natural instincts nd ability :D. Okay, now, dropping that topic.
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I had downloaded the
eBook versions of books by Nancy Friday nd David Shade.

Forbidden flowers - by Nancy Friday
Women on top - by Nancy Friday
More womens sexual fantasies - by Nancy Friday
Nancy Friday - My Secret Garden
The secrets of female sexuality – by David Shade

When I feel bored waiting for trains I buy one of these books from the bookstalls near platform.
Archie-digest magazine, Readers Digest, Bobanum Moliyum, Phantom, Mandrake, Star Dust, Filmfair, etc.

Bought some books when I was inside train.
Sms for you – by Johnson Velupadam, 555 quotations – by A.B.V. Kavilppad, Sayundharya Samrakshanam – by Nikhila Govind, Kanakkile Kalikal- by N. Lashin, Kusruthikkurukk by A.B.V. Kavilppad.

I had bought these books from book stall.
Chess Master – by T.K. Joseph Tharappel, Tarzan Series-by Edgar Rize Barose.
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Now have a glance at
some of the books which are suggested by frns when I requested them to suggest some books after describing my preference and need. Also, I catch the titles of books while chatting with frns. I would like to read them nd enjoy.

Suggested books by frns
Novels by Denielle Steel, Nora Roberts, Sydney Sheldon, Jeffry Archer, nd Dawn Brown. Short stories of – Oscar Wilde and O. Henry, English August, Stories of Ruskin bond, Wuthering heights, Gone with the wind, Great Expectations.

Given below are some of the titles got while chatting with frns
Thathwamasi by Sukumar Azheekodu & Dharmapuranam – by O.V. Vijayan, books of V.K.N., nd Marubhoomikal Undakaunnath by Anand.

Sometime, when I am in reading room, I read
Vanitha, Grihalakshmi, Mahilaratham, Kanyaka, Mathrubhumi arogya masika etc; rarely.

Manju – by MT Vasudevan Nair is one of the books suggested by my teacher when I was in SSLC nd not yet read that book.

I would like to read the book “3 mistakes in my life” - by Chetan Bhagat

These are a few books which I can recall presently nd I will update this post simultaneously if I remember them or when I read a new book.

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The above post will be updated from time-to-time

Updation on 07-04-2010

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The story – ‘Neyppayasam’ written by Madhavikutty; I would say it is a perfect story, for I felt the “depth of death” freezing my brain.

‘Samakaleena Malayalam’ – the story written by Akbar Kakkattil made me laugh like hell.

‘Bhranthan Pookal’- the story written by Gracy is the very first story which had challenged my perceiving capacity. Then I could gradually understand that it may be an abstract story. Is that abstract? I don’t know. I have poor potential at perceiving abstract art. I know I am missing some great outline stories. But I really don’t care.

‘One night @ the call center’ – by Chetan Bhagat made me a big fan of Chetan and to enter the world of contemporary novels.

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Books!

2010-04-05T16:50:00.004+05:30

Books are also my frns, sometime. So, if i write abt frns; first of all, let it be abt
frndly nd unfrndly books i have read.

[to be continued]

Ma biggest friend/Ma gal frnd :)

2009-11-02T13:53:00.043+05:30

Who is this kid? She is ma neighbor’s daughter. She is the little princess of her parents and they pamper her a lot calling “angel”. Friends call her “manikkuty” For me, she is “butterfly”. Of course this 5-1/2-year-old little princess rules herown world.

VERY much emotional type and gets hurt so fast when frns win over her and without any delay she rushes near me to plan the next tactics to get her stardom back. If we are angry wid her she will go moody and she is a big egoist..hahaha. She wont withstand anything that cause an embarassemnt even if it is frm her parents, frns, me or from her teachers. She will fight it and shows an urge to win always. Her arguments to show her stands reasonable are really funny.

Irritating me while am involved in SERIOUS computer works[ I mean while am in orkutting or chaing or community posting :D] is her hobby. Another hobby is to charge all kittens around her home arena. Almost all kittens will rush off to save their life at only one glance of butterfly nowadays. Manikkuty is a little bit fearful to big doggies and now she will rush off...:) We should listen perfectly when she narrate silly stories otherwise she will kill you. She is so harmless when she is sleeping...hahaha.

Some time she is a little bit moody, emotional, and reserved type. Most of the time she is lively with all the bright traits of a pleasant kid. She wont get close to strangers so fast, but once if she is friendly with you thereafter she will turn to a chatter-box, a non-stop talking machine and will raise questions and doubts about each and everything.

We know she is very sensitive and emotional nd so butterfly is rarely warned for her naughtiness. Even me hardly scold her. Little kid na? Age of innocence and laughter. Will get hurt so fast if we offend her attitudes.

Her doubts should be answered reasonably otherwise she will never leave you alone until her little brain is satisfied with your explanation. She wont allow anybody to be diplomatic by giving careless answers.

Her completely innocent 5-1/2-year-old is not at all grown up enough to have a boyfriend. Still she is possessive as if she had a boyfriend and she calls me her boyfriend hahaha…do u know why?

One day she was near me raising endless doubts and questions as usual. I was happy to give her solutions. I was forced to clear what this boyfriend and galfriend means? I have to give her an answer.

Me prepared for sometime as if am in front of a genious. :) Start up and clearing should be genuine and reasonable thru her view!!!

Me: Butterfly…listen, we are best frns naa?
Am ur bestfrnd and u r mine, rite?

Butteflly: yup.

Me: but you know, this boyfriends and galfrns are big frns…bigger frns…yeah..i mean biggest frns.

Her little mind mebe started programming..oh..this boyfrnds and galfrnds are kinda biggest frns than besfrns and it exceeds bestfrnships.

She wos silent for sometime and abruptly shouted to continue talk is….

Butterfly: You are not my bestfrnd anymore.

Me: Huh, wot happened?

Butterfly: biggestfrndship happened!!!!

Me: eh?

Butterfly: yup..now am your galfrnd nd u r ma boyfrnd!!!!!!thts “biggest frnship” na?!!!!

She was delighted. But me got stuck sometime gazing into her innocent eyes…..then burst out into laughter… laughing..laughing…and laughing from the core of heart. She also gave her company to laugh. Her little brain promoted me frm bestfrnship to biggest frnship by labeling me as her boyfrnd and she thinks biggest frnship announcement make me happy. She was near me for some more time asking about wid whom I wos chatting, why I type so fast?, when do I resume playing wid her and her frns like tht….. and after a while she stepped out.

Folks, nowadays I blackmail butterfly to stop her naughtiness saying that I have another gal frnd. Ma latest tactics to control her by challenging her innocent possessiveness :)

The given snap is taken the very next moment she is in a hurt mood hearing tht I have another galfrnd.

I wish she never ever grow up and if she could remain in this innocent 5-1/2-year-old age.